i spent my last day on my 25th years old by looking in the mirror and see my own reflection. suddenly a lot of question come out of nowhere. what did i achieve in my 25 years life.what i have. why i still here. when is my time. what. why. how. when. and so on. feel so tired and blur. my mood is unstable. how ever, thank to God..i still live in this world. i still have family and friend and last but least i have job that can satisfy my need not my dream. so my life is not empty after all. being a human i think is normal to be greedy sometimes and jealous to other. dont know what to write anymore, i think tonight i'm gonna pray for my birthday. never give up on miracles. there is hope in every thing cuz there is light in the dark.