i really feel bored right now so i'm going to write about anything. bisuk is saturday and yet i dont plan anything maybe i just stay in my house, watching tv or kacau somebody. then sunday, going to church before that attend sunday class. i think i'm to old for sunday school but what to do, its my fault because tidak finish kan everything when i'm still teenager. between that time is my hardest year. when i look back right now, i feel that myself on 5 years ago really brave and strong. i really shock why i survive that year but i think because i know God is always beside me. thats why i still here and living a fine life. not an awesome life or prefect but just nice life. i got family that always stick together even we seldom meet each other, i got my friend and i mean a lot of a good friend then i got job that can make my life go on. so i think i live a very normal life and thats how i think how God make my life. His plan is so wisdom and perfect on His own way.
'expect the unexpected' is the word that in my mind. when i feel that there no peluang for me then suddenly i see the stars. i got the peluang in attending exam for ptd. well, i dont know how the upcoming but that chance in life. so i'm going to try my very best this time. all my worries i give to God so that i can do well and dont have any stress in doing my exam in two weeks later. i think im gonna watch korean drama.. love rain...
Monday, April 23, 2012
i never go to semporna and never watch regatta lepa in my whole life. so i take this chance to go with my office member and see my own eyes how regatta lepa are.well, its more fun watching this lepa and go there, rather than see on tv. walaupun, its hot over there with people that so ramai but still i enjoyed it.maybe other will not feel teruja or rasa macam besa ja but for me, i really feel so 'wow' and 'whats???'.just imagine people can sleep very well in a boat or perahu. for me, its so weird but when i read the history about the bajau laut or pelahu, then i realize there are many interesting thing that beyond our ordinary life in this world. no need to go overseas just to see a new thing or new stuff.just beside beside our kampung or daerah. the very susah in going anywhere is when u have to duduk in the bus for about 10 hour, its speechless. ur butt, ur body and ur mind will not bekerjasama and u have to feel sengsara until u reach the destination. some said that when selalu going trip like this, u will not feel sengsara anymore or da besa but i think i will not membiasakan diri for ever. its just so hard for me.