What I pray before

I had very rough teenager life when my father have a money problem that force them to live in kampung and I have to stay with my brother family. Thats when I realise how money is very important in life. My sister inlaw does not treat us well and being two faced with her husband my brother. Only when my brother around that she will treat us good and give us food. I was 18th years old and yes i old enough to cook our own meal and berdikari but what make me hate living in my brother house that his wife really evil and fake. I have to stand all the shit my sister inlaw just because we depend totally to our brother because my father can not give us money anymore. In my family only my older brother were wealth and other sibling had really hard life. I always pray that one day all my sibling will never had money problem and they happy. So today when i heard that my older sister doesnt have to worry about money and she can celebrate her daughter birthday with their own money, I'm so happy for her. both of my younger sister got their own comfortable life and all my brother are happy in their own family. Yes im happy for them. Feel like all my pray and wish finally come true. Feeling grateful and thankful to God. and even though I stay at my room and all of them are in living room to celebrate crystal birthday, still I feel happy but just little bitter because Im not there to share their happiness. Feeling little sad suddenly and thats why i write my feeling in this blog.

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